My husband and I just came inside from burying our darling Frodo Bagadonuts. We buried her next to her daughter, Little Jerry Seinfeld who was hit by a car nearly four years ago. Frodo was only six-years-old, and we can't imagine what must have happened to her. She started acting out of sorts and puking Monday morning, and then today she was in a near coma, barely breathing with a shallow heartbeat and rousing only to dry heave. We tried to force water into her mouth with an infant medicine dropper, but I'm afraid it was too late.
I cherish Frodo for so many things. She was honest-to-God the sweetest dog on the planet. I always talk about how dumb my dogs are, but my goodness are they loyal and loving and as much a part of our family as any of the humans. The day we got Frodo I watched her delicate one-pound body hop through the grass like a grasshopper. We watched her attack moths and her shadow and plush toys for what seems hours. At least she was doing something; we were just amused watching her play. And I called HER dumb!
From the second I was pregnant, I'm convinced, Frodo knew it. She was always in my lap and lying around with me for the weeks I didn't yet know, and then for the remainder of my pregnancy, she was a mommy's girl through and through. It was only a little while before I had Ethan that Frodo had some babies of her own. She and Cosmo became parents a month before Ethan's due date. It was from that litter that we got Little Jerry. She and her parents were great pals and such a comfort to us. I don't care how shallow it is...when you've had a shitty day, sometimes you need the love of a dog.
As you can imagine, this is all a bit much for me right now. I feel like I'd be better off getting in bed, but as Frodo slept with us nightly, this will not be easy either. Plus, I just don't think that a blog could do Frodo justice. I miss her.
Oh Darlin dear, I am so so sorry. I will be thinking about you guys. You gave her a great life, I know that. *hugs*
ReplyDeleteThanks, Amanda. That really does mean a lot to me. Jeez, I'm a mess.
ReplyDeleteChrystal, if anyone understands puppy loving, it is me. I am so incredibly sorry for your pain. I'm sure Frodo had a better life because of you.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Liz. Our lives were so much better because of her.
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